my first reservations...

Last night I had my first serious second thoughts about going to Singapore. I received my first bit of flight info, and it freaked me out a bit. I'm sure it's just nerves, but a knot grew in my gut, and festered for a few hours. It took a lot of deep breaths to calm it down. I had read some travel books about Singapore earlier in the day, and was reminded again how very different it is. Marnie was with me, and she looked up if they had horses or horse clubs. It did of course. I didn't really care. I'm quite sure it has everything I will need, or at least an equivalent substitute. Except of course for my family. I think it is going to be a long two or three months until they get there.